Where have I been?

What’s up everyone!!!!! Dang its good to be back!!!!

If any of you have been following my journey through this blogging world: Yeah I am back lol! If you are new, thank you for subscribing and allowing me to communicate with you through my site. The question today is:

 

Let me tell you it is a very crazy time in my life because I literally have so much going on. From wedding planning, working, trying to get together with the family, and much more really took a toll on me. It got to the point where I would log on and didn’t even feel like writing because in the back of my mind…… I kept thinking on things that I needed to do. So I was very overwhelmed that I had to just step away from the computer, and tried to get the balance of my life. My schedule was basically something like this:

1. Work.

2. Wedding Planning (venue, bridesmaids, food, invitations, and etc.).

3. Family time / Friendship time

4. Work-out.

5. Church.

6. Trying to do a meal plan.

7. Looking for apartments (still am).

8. Starting to gather my things to move out soon.

9. Buying things for the next chapter of my life.

10. Trying to get decent sleep!

By the time I hit number 10 it was the same exact thing all over again for the next day. I would be tired, overwhelmed, and it got to the point that I would just shut out of everything to just stare outside for about one hour. I remember one time logging in to write to get my stress out, and I ended up being in a neutral stage where I did not even want to type. Life tried getting the best of me, and here I was trying to balance it all out. It was hard!

So many would tell me to take it easy, but even if I tried it was like one thing finished and then…. BOOM! There was another activity to do. My eyes would burn by even seeing my phone, I would have neck pains, and I was just wishing to get into bed and for the day to end as soon as possible. I had to sleep without a pillow so my neck pains would go away. I literally wanted for everything to end especially, having drama with certain people that LOVE to trigger me, but that’s another story for a different day.

So where have I been? I would really like to say, “Having fun!” when really I was just tired, and going to bed. Lol! It was such a nice feeling seeing my bed when I would get home from the things that I needed to do. There is nothing better than sleep because when you sleep enough that’s when you energy goes up again. Sleep and my bed has become my best friend lol! My fiancé would ask me what I was doing and I would respond…SLEEPING!

Before I forget there is one thing I would like say because I feel like so many do not understand. As a creator, it takes time to create new content in order to share with everyone. It is not easy as what you think it might be because in order for you to create you need to have a fresh and clear mind. You need to be in a place where nothing bothers you, and you know you will bring good things to everyone that sees your creation.

A few things that you will be seeing this week are my engagement pictures!!! I finally have them, and I am so excited to share it with all of you. That day was so magical because not only did we have so much fun, but it was like God made the day/night so perfect for us. You will see what I mean by that, and the pictures are so unique!!!! If you have not done so already make sure you follow me on instagram, and let me know so I can follow you back!

Again thank you so much for being very patient, waiting on my content, for subscribing, and for the sweet messages that I would get hoping that everything was well with me. I truly appreciate each and everyone of you!! The same goes for waiting on my youtube videos lol! I am hoping to do it after I am married cause my house right now is a chaos where if I try to record, my families voice would also go over my recording and its so annoying lol! I love you guys so much and I hope you are having a wonderful day or night depending on where you might be.  🙂

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